Infidel

I feel I’m changing
I’m falling back
The fluids stratify
I am losing shape
(I am losing shape)
I thought I knew it all
That I knew who I was
Understood my reactions
(You’re such a know-it-all)
And in detail their origin

But here I stand
Lost my way
Lost control
All alone
Here I stand
Lost my way
Lost control
All alone

Who am I
Where am I heading
What do I want
I just don’t know

Trying to resent the thought
But still I feed the fire
I wish for peace, but I…
Give in to the desire

But what’s the deal?
Do I need to know the way
Do I need to stake it out
Or should I live just for the day

So here I stand
Lost my way
Lost control
All alone
Here I stand
Lost my way
Lost control
All alone

Who am I
(Who am I)
Where am I heading
(Where am I heading)
What do I want
(What do I want)
I just don’t know
(I just don’t know anymore)
Who am I
(Who am I)
Where am I heading
(Where am I heading)
What do I want
(What do I want)
I just don’t know
(I just don’t know)
Just don’t know

I shed my skin
Draw out the monster within
Give in to the flames
I kiss the demon of sin
Enter the cave
Consuming the flesh
Digging me down
Forgetting my love
Out of my mind
Out of control
Fall into the heat
I am losing my soul
I shed my skin
Draw out the monster within
Give in to the flames
I kiss the demon of sin
I kiss the demon of sin
The demon of sin
The demon of sin

Lyrics (C) 2025 Mikael Nyblom. All rights reserved.